So its been a long time since I've last posted. A very long time I've realized so I think this might be a very long blog filled with all sorts of random weird stuff that's happened since March 4th which is apparently the last time I posted. I don't even know where to start or begin really. All I have are my most recent thoughts, this is why I have the blog so I won't forget important stuff going on in my life but I guess if I don't post that defeats the purpose. OK. Anyway hahaha. I finished winter quarted of college finally, I don't really care for school much. It is a lot nicer than high school but I'm not here to talk about college. So after that it was spring break and nothing much happened. Just work, work and more work. At least my checks have been getting bigger. I also have a new job that I start in June so that's pretty cool. Recent happenings though. A few weeks ago I seriously saw a side of me I didn't like, it was dark evil and just weird. I felt like I didn't even know me anymore cause I was saying and doing things I'd never do. It was interesting. I can't say I didn't exactly hate it though. But it wasn't good. My girlfriend and I went the drive in recently and saw The Last House On The Left and The Unborn. The Last House On The Left was pretty good. I liked it a lot more than the original and it different and original scenes so it was cool. The original was kind of tacky and creepy though. I don't really recommend it. Haha but definetely watch the remake cause it's good. The Unborn was OK. It had Odette Yustman in it who was in Cloverfield, which is an AMAZING movie! I waited forever for that to come out into theaters. Oh! We also saw The Univited and Friday the 13th. Both remakes. The Univited was a remake of one of my favorite foreign films A Tale of Two Sisters which is really really good! The remake was OK. I had some problems with it but I didn't exactly hate it. The remake for Friday the 13th was good though. It drew elements from the first three movies and kind of made it into one which I thought was a good idea because the first one is kind of lame cause Jason isn't really in it, just his old ass mom killing teens in her jeep while she wears a horrible wool sweater from the 70s. I don't really get that 'cause it's freaking summer time during that movie and she looks like she's getting ready for an artic excursion. Oh well. I feel like I haven't been to a movie theater in a while though. I can't really remember the last movie I saw there. So moving on to other stuff. I'm going to Germany in like 18 days or so. I'm hella excited. It's gonna be freaking awesome!!! I'll be staying for almost a month. See a little hard work a dedication pays off, for a while I was starting to doubt myself and just give up and say screw it but I made it happen and that's really cool. It kind of motivates me and gives me confidence to do other things. I think I can do anything really I just need try, I have this weird abilty just make things happen if I apply myself enough. Some bad news. My hamster died the other night. It was horrible, I hate it when animals die. It just makes me all depressed and makes me feel horrible. It made me think of something from the movie Donnie Darko. Grandma Death/Roberta Sparrow says "Every living creature on earth dies alone." And it's so true. It made me so angry and just depressed because I told myself that isn't true at all but it is, it really is. I hate death, I don't care how, when, where or who I just hate it. But it happens and you just have to deal with it. On a more uplifting note I suppose Meg & Dia's new album will be out April 21st. It's called Here, Here and Here. And it's just about fucking amazing. You can hear the whole thing on their myspace. I already pre-ordered my copy and will probably buy another 'cause I'm cool like that. Also check out their new music video for their new single Black Wedding, the music video is so cool, it was very well directed. I like to support artists I admire, it's good to go out and buy a CD everynow and then and sometimes I think people forget that. They just think music is free, well it's is in a way and it should be but you also have to support the artist somehow. I went the Britney Spears Circus concert almost a week ago and all I can say is that is was just AWESOME. It was freaking mind blowing. It was hella cool and something I don't think I'll ever get. I had so much fun and created many memories I think that will last forever. I feel like there was more I need to mention but I'm starting to run out of things to talk about. Oh, also while I'm in Germany I'm also gonna try and post a blog each day with pictures and all the fun stuff I did and blah blah blah. It will be cool. Germany is ahead by nine hours so I might be posting at weird times but yeah check back everyday when I'm over there if you're interested, if not that's cool too hahaha. And use the shoutbox everynow then too.

Peace. ☮